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  1. Megasoup

    Invisible Aligners

    They are working.
  2. Alright, I'm not going to lie. And I know this is stupid and there's absolutely no chance of this, but I worry that since she's all over the media (and apparently has a little more time on her hands at the moment) she might google her name and scroll through, reading everything to see who is talking trash, and then she might see this, so I don't want to say anything that would offend her, although I probably already have. She's probably too busy curing cancer or bringing smallpox vaccinations to a village in a third world country at the moment to worry about petty **** like that, though.
  3. Listen, I thought she was really cute. And she had a great mind. And there's a part of me that still thinks she's cute, though it's hard to overlook some of her views which clash with mine. I was young and probably the best version of myself. Young and thin and rockstar hair to my shoulders and a couple charmingly ****ty vehicles. I had my first bartending job; I was working 2 jobs and I was temporarily back in school and I believed I would redeem myself, as I had already fecked my life up quite a bit. And she was 19 years old with a college degree already, and a year of med school under her belt. She was the girl in my life at a very special time.
  4. It would be a very strange claim for me to make, but okay.
  5. I don't know why she has aged so much, as she is Asian and she's 4 years younger than me. She was really, really cute at 19.
  6. It's massive. And I can't even really talk about it to anyone, because I don't really know anyone. I remember over the years thinking that she was the one that got away...or at least one of the ones that got away. I don't know. I don't really think that anymore, but I am aware that if I hadn't broke up with her, the trajectory of my life would have been altered in a way where I would have accomplished a hell of a lot more in my life. As a girlfriend, she was great. I am not saying I share a single one of her political views, I'm just saying that she was a terrific girlfriend. Setting that aside, she is also one of the most accomplished and impressive women on the planet. She has always been destined to change the world...maybe not in the way I want it to be changed, but she will nonetheless. She will no longer be the president of Planned Parenthood, so what do you suppose is next for Dr. Wen?
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    UFC 242 - Khabib/Poirier Team Forum Bet

    What's the point? The UFC once again matched Khabib up with someone who doesn't have legitimate wrestling credentials. This a-hole will retire before he ever faces a D1 wrestler or an Olympic wrestler or even a decently athletic guy who can stop a takedown. Mark my words.
  8. Megasoup

    ClassicBoxer's 2019 fitness thread

    I haven't timed a run in years, but I decided to see how fast I'm actually going. So a couple hours ago I ran 2 miles in 14:45. I felt pretty good about that. I bet I could do a lot better, as I wasn't even wore out. I injured myself a few weeks ago, unexpectedly forced into a full-split in jujitsu, so I can't take regular-length strides.
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    Khabib Being treated unfairly by UFC

    I'm not going to lie, I also found it amzing how Dana white showed favoratism when he was rasing Connor to be a star, giving excusess for the buss incident. Khabib is a true respecful champion, and Connor has done quite a bit to embarrase the ufc. I am shocked that Connor was allowed to enter the octigan after the buss incident.
  10. All of you Brits think of this as an amazing discovery, but my city is full of early humans that are still alive.
  11. Megasoup

    Break up text with a shoutout to the forums.

    I asked her to say I love you and goodbye, and she responded with this: "You were really happy the other night after you barfed and chowed down your carrot cake and insisted on brushing your teeth and showering. I picked out your favorite shirt for sleeping. I softly rubbed your hair while you fell asleep. I noticed how cute you are. You’re not only handsome, but cute too. Really cute. I love you, and with a lot of sadness and regret, I say goodbye." And what could be the last thing I ever say to her was this: "You are a wonderful woman. I wish I could have done it all over again. I would have treated you a lot better. There would have been a lot of mistakes that I would not have made. There were only a handful of us employees at Copa D'oro, and we would take turns for our mandatory break, and since the kitchen was so small, we would just sit in the liquor closet and eat our meals. I always turned and faced away from the kitchen with my back to the door. I did this because every single night I cried thinking about you. I don't know why it always happened there, but it did. It was the same as how I parked my truck just one block away and lived out of the back of the camper for over six months, even though the truck ran perfectly fine and could've parked it anywhere, even though I had a job (one that paid pretty decently actually) and could have gotten an apartment easily enough. I couldn't get you out of my mind, I didn't want to give up, I didn't want to be far away from you, I didn't want to call it quits forever. You are a woman worth crying over. You are the kind of woman a man would think about even if he's thousands of miles away, living on a beach and making decent money. You even have an ex-boyfriend who knows he made a mistake and has been waiting in the wings for 4 1/2 years. So it's not just me. Everyone thinks that about you. You need to know that about yourself. You are beautiful and kind and loving and as perfect a woman as God could create. It was no wonder I fell in love, no miracle at all. You are the only woman I have ever loved, you are the only woman I have ever been sure that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. But it seems that I have hurt you more than you loved me. And you are so good and kind and loving and forgiving that you tried to give it a run for more than two years after I did what I did. But it seems I failed. But I love you so much for giving me the chance. I am so thankful that you were part of my life. I wish the absolute best for you. I wish you a happy life. I want you to have everything you wanted. You really and truly do deserve it, pretty girl. I love you, Chloe. Goodbye." So it goes.
  12. Megasoup

    Break up text with a shoutout to the forums.

    That was in my text. I was asking her to read it carefully. I don't actually care if you read it carefully. I placed it on this forum so if I ever want to look back at what I said to her, it will probably be here for a very long time.
  13. Megasoup

    Break up text with a shoutout to the forums.

    That stuff is not hard for me to find. But I live a very lonely life, and I need a woman that will also be my friend.
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    Break up text with a shoutout to the forums.

    Gabe is a boy she grew up with. She was/is best friends with his sister and she dated him for nine years. He was her first boyfriend, a spell that apparently could not be broken. She was broken up with him for only a few months before she met me. We have had problems over the years, but they were unrelated to him.
  15. Please read this carefully. Don't just skim through this. It is disjointed, and it is not written well, but it is the truth. Read every sentence and try to understand every point. And read it at least twice before you respond. ********************* I want to start out by saying that I'm sorry for everything that I ever did. And I loved you so much. I'm going to be okay. Maybe. I don't know, I've never been okay. I was not okay at age 6, I wasn't okay and age 16. I wasn't safe and happy when I was a deserter in South Korea. I was lonely after the army and I was miserable in my marriage. It's been mostly awful since, it's been mostly awful always. But I do acknowledge throughout my life I've been mostly healthy and handsome and smart and strong and I have had some good times. I am 40 years old, I have lived far longer than most humans in history ever did. I'm sorry that we never lived up to our potential and I take responsibility for my very large role in that. ********************** On one hand, I am being totally serious when I'm saying that I'm not being sarcastic or bitter when I tell you that Gabe is the one. 4 1/2 years, and he is still around. He wants to be around, and you apparently want him to be around. On the other hand, I am absolutely ****ing furious about that. I came back from Los Angeles because I couldn't live without you, and there you were texting away and crying to him, leaving each other sad and woeful voicemails. I don't hate you. I love you. That's going to take a long time to get over. Hell, I've been trying for years. I don't think you're a bad person. But I don't want any advice from you and I don't think we should talk anymore. I only just found out that you actually have been having him over to your house. This is brand new information to me. I am stunned by this news. This is a revelation to me. It's absolutely clear, and I hope it's clear to you. Gabe is for you, I am not. It is 100% over between us because we have been together four and a half years and this Gabe thing is still going on, so I will not be trying this again. There is no way. There is absolutely no way. 4 1/2 years. I am not a cuckold. I do not feel that this is not a reflection on me, because I didn't know about it, and since you are a woman, you are naturally terrific at being deceptive. But I know about him now, so I will not take part in this anymore. You cannot get him out of your life. Whether or not he's the best man for you, he is certainly not the worst and he is apparently here to stay and inevitably the man you should end up with. You should not resist this inevitable destiny anymore, because it will just ruin your life. Trust me, no man will accept these circumstances, so you're going to have to settle down with the one who won't leave. Listen, he was your high school sweetheart. That's a happy story. Don't feel bad, all of this is just in your nature. We never got along. We would never have been happy. I think a lot of this is just the chaos of circumstances beyond your control. And I think that your life will be better because of all of this. ********************** Maybe I already have seen the writing on the wall, I've sent out a couple text messages myself. I'll own up to that. I sit here alone every night. I came back over a year and a half ago. I have waited every Sunday, and you don't come. I'm so lonely. I love you so much, Chloe. I can't even leave my apartment. I have jujitsu in less than an hour and I'm sure I won't go. I do nothing. I have had some moments of weakness, such extreme loneliness. I can't even talk to people in a normal way anymore. I have withdrawn from anyone I would know in real life, from friends, from Facebook and even from the forums. I just wanted to reach out to someone, someone who thought enough of me to give me their number, someone who for even just a moment decided that they might want me. ********************* It would break my heart to find out that your life turns out any other way than great. I don't want you sad. I don't want you to have a bad life. I wish you no ill will towards you or towards Gabe. Please just say goodbye, without anything open-ended or unresolved. There will be a million things left unsaid, I know there's a million things I still want to say. And then months and then maybe years will go by and I will ache and yearn for you and I may never stop loving you. But say goodbye, and then I will say goodbye. And that will be it.
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