freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 I've never been a good man... I've posted many of my issues on here but an hour ago my mom had a heart attack and died... I don't want anything but I'm lost right now... I know if you really know me like War and Foby you know I have had issues with drugs and alcohol... sadly enough my forum hombres are some of my real friends and I donno don't know what to say or do Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Last thing my mom's told me was please don't drink tonight.... and I did Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bubba_Sparks Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Damm Freddie, I'm so sorry mate, that absolutely sucks. Don't beat yourself up about having a drink mate. Do you have brothers or sisters around? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Denizen Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Sympathies Freddie. Like Bubba said, this is a time to be with your family if possible. If not, find comfort where you can and if you need to anesthetize the pain, there's no shame in that. I wish you well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Damm Freddie, I'm so sorry mate, that absolutely sucks. Don't beat yourself up about having a drink mate. Do you have brothers or sisters around? Not really they don't talk to me anymore Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Sympathies Freddie. Like Bubba said, this is a time to be with your family if possible. If not, find comfort where you can and if you need to anesthetize the pain, there's no shame in that. I wish you well. That's too real Denny I always thought you hated me but thank you so much bro Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Denizen Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Nah not at all, sorry if I came off that way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bubba_Sparks Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Not really they don't talk to me anymore Sorry to hear that man, you've had a rough life. Don't do anything crazy; maybe this will bring you closer with the rest of your family. Wish there was more that I could do or say, but thoughts are with you at this time. Feel free to PM if you ever want to offload or talk about stuff. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Nah not at all, sorry if I came off that way.Your good I donno if you have seen but I've strived to be the nicest poster but thought I bothered you from time to time so I'm sorry if ive rustled you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SavageTC Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Im not one to say a lot in these situations, everybody handles mortality and grief differently. I hope you and everyone who knew her celebrates her life, remember the good times and bad. You have my condolences brother. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Im not one to say a lot in these situations, everybody handles mortality and grief differently. I hope you and everyone who knew her celebrates her life, remember the good times and bad. You have my condolences brother.Thank you TG my newest forum hombres that means a lot Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
H.N.I.C. Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Hate to hear it, I've abused drugs in the past as well and I know the struggle. You've just got to maintain and keep on keeping on Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Genki Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Im sorry Freddie... As other have said, celebrate her life, dont mourn her loss... Not saying it in a judgemental way mate, but I at times hid behind a baggie or a bottle myself, but this is a time you need to deal with head on mate. Feel it, live it, dont numb it. Chin up... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
secondsout Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Sorry to hear that, Freddie. My condolences. You are one of the very few people who likes my posts. Thank you for that. I can only tell what I did when my father died and I only had one person to tell at that time and that person lives 600 miles from me : I went for a walk and afterwards watched a movie that I liked. Try and put something nice into you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
12er© Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 oh **** freddie i really dont know what to say. i see alot of people come and go but i never quite have words for that but if you ever want to get drunk and high im always here for you bro. if not ill have one in your honor Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cashfl0w Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Damn Freddie.. gave me goosebumps reading that. I hope everything works out for you, buddy. Don't beat yourself up about having a drink after this. I think everyone on earth would understand. Ya shot me a PM not too long ago. If ya wanna talk, I'm out here, homie. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 oh **** freddie i really dont know what to say. i see alot of people come and go but i never quite have words for that but if you ever want to get drunk and high im always here for you bro. if not ill have one in your honor lol I'm friends with a lot of you guys on the forum but IDYB one day I do hope I can meet you on some real **** you have me laughing all the time thank you hombre you remind me alot of myself Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Damn Freddie.. gave me goosebumps reading that. I hope everything works out for you, buddy. Don't beat yourself up about having a drink after this. I think everyone on earth would understand. Ya shot me a PM not too long ago. If ya wanna talk, I'm out here, homie. Thank you cash ha you also make me always laugh your constant bets and War of words always make me giggle thank you brah Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Just thinking about my momma she used to say why did you get WWCPSD on your fingers again Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 I'd say mom chael sonnen remember and she would say well why don't you get the gold like he did.. **** i never did Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
12er© Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 alright freddie ive got my appetite back and im back on the bottle so you know what? it doesnt matter what. idyb says this im'a chef something up and have a beer for you bro and thats the bottom line Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 alright freddie ive got my appetite back and im back on the bottle so you know what? it doesnt matter what. idyb says this im'a chef something up and have a beer for you bro and thats the bottom line Your such an **** hole lol I'm literally crying while laughing at that post Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
classicboxer Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 You have my condolences, Freddie. My mother died when I was 18, and I really screwed up my life for several years after she died. I hope you find some way to cope with this, I would suggest that you don't just try to do it by yourself, that didn't work for me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cashfl0w Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Thank you cash ha you also make me always laugh your constant bets and War of words always make me giggle thank you brah No prob, homie. I promise to start as much **** as I can today to give you a bit of distraction. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 You have my condolences, Freddie. My mother died when I was 18, and I really screwed up my life for several years after she died. I hope you find some way to cope with this, I would suggest that you don't just try to do it by yourself, that didn't work for me. Thank you I'm thinking about seeing someone ive been meaning to for years ever since I lost my boy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 No prob, homie. I promise to start as much **** as I can today to give you a bit of distraction. lol you and IDYB are making me literally laugh out loud **** holes lol thank you guys Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
12er© Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 well **** dude. im sure she's in a better place now. somewhere far far away from me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cashfl0w Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 lol you and IDYB are making me literally laugh out loud **** holes lol thank you guys I'll fight IDYB right now. well **** dude. im sure she's in a better place now. somewhere far far away from me. You're lucky I want it to stay that way. So after I br00000tally KO you, I will drive you to the hospital myself. Now put your hands up by your face like you know what you're doing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 I'll fight IDYB right now. You're lucky I want it to stay that. So after I br00000tally KO you, I will drive you to the hospital myself. Now put your hands up by your face like you know what you're doing. lol you guys are ****ing killing me.. my sister thinks I'm insane laughing so hard while I'm crying Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
12er© Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 I'll fight IDYB right now. You're lucky I want it to stay that. So after I br00000tally KO you, I will drive you to the hospital myself. Now put your hands up by your face like you know what you're doing. damn it warwest. youre drunk Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 damn it warwest. youre drunkhahaha damn it you guys Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cashfl0w Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 damn it warwest. youre drunk You ever had somebody land an elbow off the top rope on you? Or will I be the first? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 I got the WWCPSD for what would chael p sonnen do no joke and he would smash Andy and get the belt right now uhgg thats what I need to do Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
12er© Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 You ever had somebody land an elbow off the top rope on you? Or will I be the first? **** it you and me wrasslemania bro. no holds barred buried alive match. stay peppered my friend the bovada odds have me as the strong favorite. wanna parlay? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fred_Flink_Stoned Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 My condolences m8 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cashfl0w Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 **** it you and me wrasslemania bro. no holds barred buried alive match. stay peppered my friend the bovada odds have me as the strong favorite. wanna parlay? You haven't faced a powerslam the likes of mine since your last match with Randy Orton. In honor of Freddie's mother's passing, I will now take a dab of the most expensive **** they sell in Colorado. They don't even have this **** in Canada. Get you some of that, IDYB, you friggin can! CO2 oil is GOAT. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cashfl0w Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 I got the WWCPSD for what would chael p sonnen do no joke and he would smash Andy and get the belt right now uhgg thats what I need to do Andy's in California, because he's a fake Brazilian. Drive on down and wake his **** up with an elbow to the grill. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 You haven't faced a powerslam the likes of mine since your last match with Randy Orton. In honor of Freddie's mother's passing, I will now take a dab of the most expensive **** they sell in Colorado. They don't even have this **** in Canada. Get you some of that, IDYB, you friggin can! CO2 oil is GOAT. What is that cash lol you an IDYB are hilarious as if you guys didn't already know Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
12er© Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 You haven't faced a powerslam the likes of mine since your last match with Randy Orton. In honor of Freddie's mother's passing, I will now take a dab of the most expensive **** they sell in Colorado. They don't even have this **** in Canada. Get you some of that, IDYB, you friggin can! CO2 oil is GOAT. **** all that medical ****. i could walk 3 blocks up the street and buy from a dispensary but my buddy grows and his is just as good and is much cheaper so i dont need to settle for that anymore. i smoke kush every day. dozens of various strains of it. i couldnt give a **** about that cardboard **** they are packaging it in. eww cardboard and those are fighting words son. i'ma **** you like your mother should have Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cashfl0w Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 What is that cash lol you an IDYB are hilarious as if you guys didn't already know Some new **** they made up in Colorado. Apparently using butane to make wax and oils leaves the slightest bit of residue that you shouldn't smoke. Somehow they're making really bomb oil with CO2. Don't ask me how. I'd say there's black magic involved. But it isn't harsh like wax, and it tastes amazin'. I was drunk high after three hits the first time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cashfl0w Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 **** all that medical ****. i could walk 3 blocks up the street and buy from a dispensary but my buddy grows and his is just as good and is much cheaper so i dont need to settle for that anymore and those are fighting words son. i'ma **** you like your mother should have Your buddy grows dookie and you know it. Stop being a cheapskate. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
12er© Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 wait a minute, is that tincture? than damn rights hit me up some of that. thats like the only worthwhile **** they sell at the dispensary here for the price they want Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Some new **** they made up in Colorado. Apparently using butane to make wax and oils leaves the slightest bit of residue that you shouldn't smoke. Somehow they're making really bomb oil with CO2. Don't ask me how. I'd say there's black magic involved. But it isn't harsh like wax, and it tastes amazin'. I was drunk high after three hits the first time. LOL me and my friends make that hereven for extra money but I'm out here in cali I thought it was some new **** I never heaRd of Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
12er© Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Your buddy grows dookie and you know it. Stop being a cheapskate. LoL Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cashfl0w Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 wait a minute, is that tincture? than damn rights hit me up some of that. thats like the only worthwhile **** they sell at the dispensary here for the price they want LOL me and my friends make that hereven for extra money but I'm out here in cali I thought it was some new **** I never heaRd of Drive toward the sounds of gunshots in Illinois. I'll be inside the largest brick structure in the hood. Dabbing away. See ya soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
12er© Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Drive toward the sounds of gunshots in Illinois. I'll be inside the largest brick structure in the hood. Dabbing away. See ya soon. i dont care much for the herb, just save me the bodies Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NangaParbatWinter16 Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Really sorry for your loss Freddie bro, Losing your mother is the hardest thing a man can ever go through, you will need to try your best to occupy your mind 24 hours a day while the pain is raw because you do not want to go to drink and drugs if you have history with them. I have not been on the forum long but you seem to be a very well liked member so use the forum as a tool to occupy your mind, God Bless you bro I truly feel for you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 i dont care much for the herb, just save me the bodiesHa your still making me laugh... Im not going to sleep tonight.... in my mom's room laying on the floor thinking of her.. **** i wish I had done something with my life before she left me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
freddievanhalen3 Posted March 10, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Really sorry for your loss Freddie bro, Losing your mother is the hardest thing a man can ever go through, you will need to try your best to occupy your mind 24 hours a day while the pain is raw because you do not want to go to drink and drugs if you have history with them. I have not been on the forum long but you seem to be a very well liked member so use the forum as a tool to occupy your mind, God Bless you bro I truly feel for you That's really cool thank you I try to be cool with all the guys I appreciate it.. and the ladies too Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NoOneHigherThanMe Posted March 10, 2016 Report Share Posted March 10, 2016 Shine on Freddie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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